Prayer for God's Love and Compassion

 Prayer for God’s Love and Compassion

Sept. 24, 2025


God, 


I am tired.

Tired of showing up to the same old dysfunction, and expecting it to be different.

I am tired of having to figure ‘it’ out, because no one is communicating clearly and directly. 


I am tired, God.

God, are you listening? 


Jesus practiced patience and compassion with the people he met, healed,  served, loved. 


I don’t feel very much like  imitating Jesus today, God. 


I need your patience, so that I don’t slap anyone today. 


I need your compassion, so that I meet the ignorant and stubborn with gentleness. 


I need your healing for my own heart because: 


I -


-Judge

-Condemn

-Snark, Snap and Bite.

And this is towards the people I say I love. 


God, I am tired of my own shortcomings and failure to love as you have loved.

God, help.


Copyright 2025. Tori grant

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